[Ocean] ◄
If you love me,
I love you.
If you ignore me,
I’ll still love you
but will know
that I somehow
lost you.
If you hurt me,
I’ll go.
Why are you
pretending, pretending
that all along you never,
never wanted to wound,
to damage, to harm
And I ask myself:
Is it a crime to put me first?
Was it not a cry for help instead?
When it is not what it should be
just let me be.
Let me be.
Send me home,
home to my heart
Don’t beg me to stay
let me be free,
free from all,
all the shadows
which overshadow my heart.
Why? Why should I try to remember?
You brought me fear, hate and anger.
I hate,
hate that I cannot forget –
let me forget, I beg,
so I will know no more
and live forevermore
without a memory
of you.
